Pressure
Chastity
GENRE
[Intro: Chastity]
I should've [?] in my heart
I must be content where I am, it's-
[Verse 1: Porsche Kelly]
Ask me how many bones in my body I got left to break
I'll scream at you with silence
Same silence they failed to recognize I'm tired
When I'm trying
When I feel tiny pieces of my soul dying
I'd be lying if I said the spotlight don't drain me
Like it don't pain me to give the world everything and feel dry
Soon as head meet pillow, alone to my thoughts
And mind after thought, "This ain't what I thought"
Running on empty after filling my cup with their thoughts
I think I bought to heavy into this bigger picturе
Like I ate with my eyеs
Then got surprised when I realized I put too much on my plate
Take this cup from me
Walking in calling, walking in purpose
Smile for them cameras, still feel worthless
You don't know me
I wear a mask for they sakes so my flesh don't control me
Back turned to God like, "How come You won't show me?"
Rock in a hard place I'm in the middle like, who loved me?
They wanna see the pretty anointing
Hands over eyes to the ugly, it be hard
Can't walk away from what I built
But guilt try to creep up on me
The minute I get knowing in my spirit I hear it
Disappointment and high expectations, I fear it
Enough time in the world, it ain't
I say, "Yes all!" in they face
And the minute I need a break they start caring for my soul
No concern for the ocean
I sink in 'till they see I can't walk on water
Let me breathe
Let me be
Let me be
Let me be human not machine
A fragile being within reach of it's boiling point
Shakey point on tight rope, holding on for dear life
But what happens when I fall?
When my tears look at grass that seems greener than mine
When I don't have any more smile to serve when my heart hurts
When my mind gets burned out
Will You still need me?
Will You see me?
Will You see me?
Lord, see me
[Outro: Chastity]
It's just all too much
I should've [?] in my heart
I must be content where I am, it's-
[Verse 1: Porsche Kelly]
Ask me how many bones in my body I got left to break
I'll scream at you with silence
Same silence they failed to recognize I'm tired
When I'm trying
When I feel tiny pieces of my soul dying
I'd be lying if I said the spotlight don't drain me
Like it don't pain me to give the world everything and feel dry
Soon as head meet pillow, alone to my thoughts
And mind after thought, "This ain't what I thought"
Running on empty after filling my cup with their thoughts
I think I bought to heavy into this bigger picturе
Like I ate with my eyеs
Then got surprised when I realized I put too much on my plate
Take this cup from me
Walking in calling, walking in purpose
Smile for them cameras, still feel worthless
You don't know me
I wear a mask for they sakes so my flesh don't control me
Back turned to God like, "How come You won't show me?"
Rock in a hard place I'm in the middle like, who loved me?
They wanna see the pretty anointing
Hands over eyes to the ugly, it be hard
Can't walk away from what I built
But guilt try to creep up on me
The minute I get knowing in my spirit I hear it
Disappointment and high expectations, I fear it
Enough time in the world, it ain't
I say, "Yes all!" in they face
And the minute I need a break they start caring for my soul
No concern for the ocean
I sink in 'till they see I can't walk on water
Let me breathe
Let me be
Let me be
Let me be human not machine
A fragile being within reach of it's boiling point
Shakey point on tight rope, holding on for dear life
But what happens when I fall?
When my tears look at grass that seems greener than mine
When I don't have any more smile to serve when my heart hurts
When my mind gets burned out
Will You still need me?
Will You see me?
Will You see me?
Lord, see me
[Outro: Chastity]
It's just all too much
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