My Story Rap
DJ DDawg
GENRE
(Verse 1)
I’m feeling suicidal have been since 5th grade
All I want is a job to get paid
Held a knife to myself in front of my brother that’s a fact
Not getting attention that’s why I act
Up, writing music to share my feelings
Sometimes I get a little in my feelings
Just stare looking at the ceiling
Who knew that the cops would be kneeling
Trying to get better but my heart is never healing
A lot of people know what I’m dealing
With, not drugs but a whole bunch bad feelings
Didn’t know my dad till I was seven
Just wanna die and just go to heaven
I’ve been good for a whole year not trying suicidе
But all my feelings are just waiting to collide
Man we’rе all the same let’s stop trying to divide
Try to save our planet put our differences aside
Cried so much when my Uncle Jeffrey died
I’d sit there pissed off and I just cried
You wanna take my life then fine
But you touch my family and you the one gonna die
I’m fat but that’s something I’m working on
Please listen but you can change to a different song
I’m finally get better been crying for help so long
I got a girl but my spirit might not live on
My family makes jokes calling me gay
Little did they know I’m pansexual and I won’t stray
LGBTQ+ is what I pray
Maybe it’s something I’ll tell them but not today
I had a boyfriend for a couple of weeks
Then he dumped me and said he didn’t like my peeps
Neighbors going through my mail a bunch of creeps
My brothers a homophobe calls gay people freaks
And now I’m laying in my bed writing this song
Hopefully i die peacefully and not to a firearm
And this whole time I supposed to be calm
I cut myself on my wrist started cutting my palms
And i might be laying here till the break of dawn
I’m done telling my story and I wanted to say I’m not gone
I’m feeling suicidal have been since 5th grade
All I want is a job to get paid
Held a knife to myself in front of my brother that’s a fact
Not getting attention that’s why I act
Up, writing music to share my feelings
Sometimes I get a little in my feelings
Just stare looking at the ceiling
Who knew that the cops would be kneeling
Trying to get better but my heart is never healing
A lot of people know what I’m dealing
With, not drugs but a whole bunch bad feelings
Didn’t know my dad till I was seven
Just wanna die and just go to heaven
I’ve been good for a whole year not trying suicidе
But all my feelings are just waiting to collide
Man we’rе all the same let’s stop trying to divide
Try to save our planet put our differences aside
Cried so much when my Uncle Jeffrey died
I’d sit there pissed off and I just cried
You wanna take my life then fine
But you touch my family and you the one gonna die
I’m fat but that’s something I’m working on
Please listen but you can change to a different song
I’m finally get better been crying for help so long
I got a girl but my spirit might not live on
My family makes jokes calling me gay
Little did they know I’m pansexual and I won’t stray
LGBTQ+ is what I pray
Maybe it’s something I’ll tell them but not today
I had a boyfriend for a couple of weeks
Then he dumped me and said he didn’t like my peeps
Neighbors going through my mail a bunch of creeps
My brothers a homophobe calls gay people freaks
And now I’m laying in my bed writing this song
Hopefully i die peacefully and not to a firearm
And this whole time I supposed to be calm
I cut myself on my wrist started cutting my palms
And i might be laying here till the break of dawn
I’m done telling my story and I wanted to say I’m not gone
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